Big news this time, I thought I would fill you all in.

Tim and I are moving in together as of March 1st. It has taken a lot of time to finally decide but we are going to do it. We have the papers signed and it will be a years lease at the new place. I will be posting some pictures of the new place later, one main thing about this place is that it's got so much space! It's a 2 bedroom apt with a storage room and everything! Excitement galore.

Jinx who is now 2 years old, has been climbing everywhere pushing everything down off the shelves and just making a damned annoyance of himself as of late. It's actually frustrating me to pieces. I can't sleep deeply as I am supposed to (I have epilepsy and waking me can cause seizures) he's been waking me at 5:30-9:00 am multiple times!! I would appreciate any help I can get on this, please let me know if there is something I can do short of getting rid of him (which I will NEVER do).

So this week has been pretty emotional to say the least, that and I haven't been taking my meds regularly so today was horrible. I felt like sitting on the floor and crying... for no reason. Tim hates it when I get like that but he understands. It's frustrating for the poor bugger sometimes. I think I have just gotten to the point that I keep seeing throughout my life that I have never really had anyone to hang out with. I have friends... just no one wants to do anything with me or go anywhere. I have been so lonely as of late that it's killing me inside and I keep blaming myself for this. Maybe there's some flaw in my personality causing this and if it is why can't I find it in order to change that? *sigh* I can't wait till I start feeling better again.

So I may not be on for a while at the end of the month. I will be posting some photos I am going to be working on soon and also, there is a short story I started but I'm not sure if I am going to post it yet. But I will keep you posted!

Mel